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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Paige Country: United States State: Pennsylvania Metro: Altoona Birthday: 3/28/1990 Gender: Female Interests: Reading, writing, swimming, gymnastics, batons Jesse, Lori, Chrissie, Samantha, Haley, Darrell, Carl, Michael, Kenny Noah Message: message me Member Since: 6/19/2005

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Monday, February 05, 2007

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Schools going to be starting soon, and it has NEVER been this hard for me. I'm starting at a new school this year where I hardly know anyone. Theres a hundred more students in my grade than there was in Curwensville. Classes are with people of all grades, its just weird thinking about how different it's going to be. I just wish I had my bestfriend to go through this with me, but I guess she needs me as much as I need her. I just wish things could be like they used to. Whenever we didn't care what other people thought about us, and how we were bestfriends, always together, unseperable. It was us against the world, and nothing could ever bring us down. We didn't care what others thought of us, we didn't want to be friends with a million people, we were happy with it being just us. Its funny how a little party changed the whole world, and how we saw everything and how it seperated us so far. Now the beginning of this year is 101 times different. We're in seperate schools, both with different friends, and the world is going to change for us even more. Having Haley Rae Clutter come back into my life was the best thing to have ever happend to me, and I just hope we can remain the friends we are, even though we aren't real close. I also hope for the two of us to maybe become closer again once we get our drivers license. No matter where life takes either of us I know she'll always be there for me and i'm always here for you.

Throughout life you will have many adventures, some good, some bad, and some that are unforgettable. Thats what makes lesson in life. Live laugh and learn. Enjoy each day as it is, never take things too forgranted.

I love you haley Rae clutter. <33 tbffe

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Monday, August 22, 2005

Wow.. i've really been thinking lately. I'm scared that i'm starting to lose Jesse.. because of his dad. His dad bitches at him all the time anymore.. his mom too.. and I feel it's all because of me. I know that I shouldn't feel this way, but really I do. Really I honestly don't know what to say or what to do.. because I can't lose Jesse.. he's the best thing I have. It seems like lately, his parents are doing anything and everything to pry us apart. Like they say we talk on the phone too much, and see each other too much and what not. I feel his parents hate me anymore.. I really don't know what to do .. I can't lose him.. I really needed to vent this all out and I was going to hang out with Samantha today and vent it all out to her, but that didn't happen so whoever reads this is who i'm venting it out to..

No matter what happens Jesse I will always love you <333

I hate parents, and summer and everything.. gr.

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

'My Grumpy Bear, Jesse'

lately somethings changed and im not sure whats wrong but Jesses just so different. Hes been really mean lately and im scared that im going to lose him! No matter how grumpy he is everyday and how mean he gets im not going to give him up. Jesse means everything to me and without him id be lost! I know that eventually things are going to get better and things are going to be great again. I know we can make it through this though and if we do it'll probe how strong of a couple we are. I love him a lot and hes not only my boyfriend, Jesse is my bestfriend. We do everything together he even goes shopping and horseback riding with me. Hes pretty much the only thing I have right now, I mean yeah, ive got some friends but he's my bestfriend and my boyfriend. Sometimes I dont think he knows how much he truely means to me. I also know he gets jealous whenever I look, talk to or about anoyher guy, and I wish he didn't cause Jesse means everything to me and the first thing I think about when seeing about guy is ''he's not as good as the guys i've got'' I love him so much!

I love you Jesse Claire Duckett. <3

love you *-sweetie-* forever

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Monday, July 11, 2005

I never would have expected my party to turn out this great. Whenever I heard Jesse was staying I wasn't quite sure what to think, I didn't know whether or not to believe him, or how things would go... and even though certain people caused certain problems everything was wonderful. The whole night spent with some of the best people ever.. Alexis, who is halarious... Chrissie whos just fucked up, and that makes her so special.. Kacie a really sweet, awesome, caring friend... Brian, a great person if you really give him a chance... and of course I can't forget... Jesse, the one who I am in love with. Tonight I spent the whole night with Jesse, and i'll admit, I was kind of scared of how it was going to turn out with him here for just a few hours, and then whenever I found out i'd be spending the whole night with him.. I was scared, a lot. I realized though, how much I really do love him, and nobody understands how much last night meant to me. My dad doesn't see that I really care about him, and I guess dad and I show our feelings for people we really care about differently. I'm nice to someone I really like, and dad, he's a grumpy bear and mean to everyone. We just spent so much time together, more than we've gotten to ever.. we got to spend time with some awesome people, and laugh so hard we could've cried. Last night was the best fun i've had in a long time.. and i'm glad I got to have Jesse there with me, because things we're perfect, and they couldn't have gotten better. Although mom said she didn't want Jesse and I sleeping in the same tent, and I agreed with her rules, something bad came out of it. Grumpy Bear dad decided to kick the boys out of the tent for no reason, nobody was sleeping, yeah I was trying to get Jesse to go to sleep but the rest of us would've been awake, it's not like we we're sleeping in the same tent when Jesse would've been the only one awake. So Grumpy Bear dad made Jesse sleep in the yard .. in the dew and shit... but you know what.. I laid out there with him, because I love him, and that was totally unfair, ecspecially cause we weren't sleeping. Then whenever dad went to bed all of us went in the house. Jesse was laying on the floor by me and went to sleep a couple times, for a couple minutes..at not I was done updating peoples xangas and what not I laid down on the floor beside him, and just stared at him, and thought a lot. I can't wait till I can spend everynight beside him. Then eventually he woke up and we just laid there and talked, and thought. Then Chrissie Brian Kacie and Alexis walked to Alexis' house, and Jesse and I got on the couch.. Dad has a cornor couch and Jesse and I laid our heads by each other and held hands, and talked it was just so nice for the two of us to spend that quality time together, and guess what? We fell asleep like that. Eventually though we were woken up by the girls and brian back.. and so we just laid around, and tried to rest some more.. Then Sibbie called and then we rested more, and then Jesse had to get ready for baseball practice, and we went outside and Sibbie came to get Jesse, Chrissie had left by this time, so Kacie, Brian and I cleaned up. Whenever I talked to my dad he was bitchin' something about me not leaving Jesses side long enough for him to get out of the tent, and i'm just like thinking to myself, well duh fuck face, there was no reason for him to be out of the tent if we weren't going to be sleeping.. I didn't want him to be out there in the cold, in the dew, getting all wet, and cold and sick. I realized one of the reasons my dad and I haven't gotten along much, he's too strict and can be a major asshole. (Ecspecially to his girlfriend) Dad just doesn't understand the feelings I have for Jesse though, and he doesn't understand that I was deffanitely going to take advantage of the first night Jesse and I got to stay over night somewhere together. You know what.. as you all read this you probably are thinking i'm a whore.. well guess what, only thing we did that whole night is kiss. So fuck that in the ass! Like out of the whole year, and how shitty my life has been since November, last night was just amazing. I'm so lucky to have him, and I never want to lose him, or any of the great friends I have.

I love you Jesse Claire Duckett. <3333

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